★As Midnight Strikes★

As midnight strikes.

I will be done with this play.

I will move on, to something else.

Another scene of acts, everyday.

Leaving pre-teen. Going on to teenager.

Lets take a look at my reviews..shall we?

1st Play(1-3) ~☻ ☻ ☻ 3/5 Smiles.

I cant exactly blame them, that was the time for me to be a whiny baby.

2ND Play(4-7)~ ☻ ☻ ☻ ☻ 4/5 Smiles.

I guess thats OK, I wasn't exactly the one to talk, I guess when your voice is never heard, you stop believing that you are able to speak.

3rd Play(8-11)~ ☻ ☻ 2/5 Smiles.

I didn't expect from myself, I guess thats how I ended up disappointing more than myself.

Currently(11-12)~ ☻ ☻ ☻ 3/5 Smiles.

Sigh. The time where I realize tears occur in my life more than they should. Where scars show mistakes, I've made so many. Just a disappointment, don't even know where to go next, what to do next. Sigh.

I'm scared, what if I fail. What if in this act I don't even get half of a smile. I'm just scared. I don't know how to act for my next play. So many thoughts going through my mind. Should I act happy, continue what I've been doing most of my life and during daily intermission, I just cry and act away my true feelings. Or should I just stop the show forever and act as the girl I've always been. Never mind. I would never expose the world of the girl who just darkens everyday, and hides it by pretending to smile.

Sigh.