I keep telling myself not to do things. And keep on doing what pains me. Why is it that I listen to almost everyone else, but myself.
Its as if theres one side of me that says:
"You know the right thing." And I do know what the right thing was. I just cant seem to listen,
"WHY?"
And then there another voice in my head saying:
"DO WHAT THE FUCK I SAY AND DEAL WITH THE MISERY!!!"
"WHY?"
why do I keep on litsening to that voice.
"WHY?"
Ugh.
I hate myself for being so stupid, why do I insist on making my life a living hell.
GOD.
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